3EasterA, Sullivan Park Care Center, May 4, 2014 by Sr
Annette Fricke, OP
There is a
common thread that runs throughout the gospel stories. Crowds of people flock to hear Jesus throughout
his entire ministry. The gospel of Luke
is no exception. We are told as early as
this gospel’s chapter 5 that the crowds were pressing in on Jesus so much that
he got into a boat to speak to them.
People were hungry for his words, sometimes so hungry that they would
not even think to bring food with them, but would listen intently to him for hours.
As Jesus
nears the cross, the crowds disappear and one by one, almost all of his
followers leave his presence. They leave
because they still have the idea stuck in their heads that Jesus would be an
earthly king to replace Caesar, to overturn Roman rule. The people are keenly
aware of the bondage they feel, but the solution Jesus presents just doesn’t
make any sense. In fact, it is nonsense.
Their sentiment is that, “Jesus led us down the road and now he is abandoning
us.” And with the resurrection appearances, the trend continues. It is no longer the crowds coming and seeking
Jesus. Not only do the crowds abandon
him, but even those most loyal and close to him. They still do not really comprehend what has
happened. So Jesus goes about seeking his disciples. He wants them to know that he is alive. He
comes to them individually, by pairs, in small groups.
This gospel text is one of those
stories. The day is long. The resurrection appearances of Jesus are
told in such a way that we are given the impression that it is one very long,
stretched out day, like a day that lasts forever. The Passover is over, and the Jewish
observers of this most important feast on their religious calendar are
returning to their private residences and lives. The high, celebratory feast is over, but even
more of a letdown is that Jesus guy, the one we thought to be the Messiah, who
we thought would save Israel isn’t here.
He even talked about saving the whole world. It was a great feast and it
was great to see all the relatives and catch up on what’s been going on in
their lives, but now it’s time to get back to our ordinary, mundane lives. We
know he told us several times that he would suffer and die and return, but it’s
been three days and the women who went to the tomb told the apostles that he
was raised, but where is the proof?
Where is Jesus? The disciples were shocked, sorrowing, profoundly
discouraged and downright disappointed. In one word, they felt betrayed. The
witness of the women was simply not enough.
You may or may not understand a lot about sports, but I think you can
understand this. One of the most
important things to remember in a sport like football or baseball is to not
drop the ball. Why? Because then it goes to the other team. Possession is supremely important. If you don’t believe me, watch at the
emotional reaction from parents and fellow students when a player does this in
an actual game, especially a final tournament match for first place. The disciples dropped the ball. The disciples’ whole identity was bound up
with Jesus. What are they to do if what
he told them is not true? What if Jesus did not rise from the grave? What if what the women said really was an
idle tale? Jesus turned their lives upside down into a whole new way of
thinking, and believing in God. If Jesus
did not rise from the tomb, the disciples have a huge identity crisis. I cannot speak for you, but I think most of
us living in the post-resurrection era really don’t grasp the full impact of
that first day of resurrection. And further, I don’t think we give enough
credit to the gospel writers. If there
is any section of any gospel that includes the emotions of what happened, the
resurrection appearances are them. Luke
says they were amazed. Mark says that
terror and amazement seized them and they were afraid. Matthew says that even the
women left the tomb with fear.
So here we are in the midst of our
own ordinary lives. We have our times of
struggle, foibles, and misunderstandings.
We sometimes live as though Jesus is not risen, as though he is still
dead in the tomb. We react with anger or
depression and sometimes really wishing things had been different. A first cousin dies as a teen in a car
crash. An aunt gives birth to a baby that
only lives a couple of days. A mother
has a couple of miscarriages. A sister’s
marriage ends in divorce. A son or
daughter does not come back from the war.
A spouse, son or daughter dies before you do. A family is disappointed about the care received
in a nursing facility or hospital. The
Malaysian plane that may never be found and all the lives lost in that crash.
People in our own state die from a mud slide. People are fearful when they see
in the news that scientists have predicted another eruption of Mt St Helens. The
list goes on. There are times when we
also want to ask Jesus, “Why have you abandoned us?” “Why are you so far from
helping us?” The people of today also ask the same questions as the
disciples. We also want to know, “Where
is Jesus?” Even those who profess belief
in Jesus sometimes sense his absence more than his presence.
The story on the road to Emmaus is
the story of our life’s journey as Christians.
It is a continual re-reading of the scriptures, participating in the
sacrament of Jesus’ body and blood, both of which are a renewing of our faith
by doing this. Both of these things are
tools by which Jesus is summoned to live with us and in us. Where is
Jesus? Jesus is in the scriptures and
the sacraments. Where does the gospel of
John say the disciples actually recognized Jesus? It is in the breaking of the bread, the
sacrament of Holy Communion. Verse 30
reads quite plainly, “When he was at the table with them, he took bread,
blessed and broke it, and gave it to them. Then their eyes were opened, and they
recognized him.” Jesus wants us to have
a continuing relationship with him, to continue to walk with him down our
entire life’s journey. Jesus invites
himself into our lives in all our joys and all of our sorrows, especially when
we are suffering through any life event that may be happening to us or
others. Jesus himself endured the
ultimate suffering by dying on the cross.
His presence is always there, even though we don’t always recognize it.
Jesus explained to his disciples back
then so many years ago and explains it again to us just who he is and what he
came to do. He explains the whole story
of Moses and the prophets, what they said, and how Jesus is God’s answer who brings
wholeness between God and all of creation.
We all come before God as broken
people, but if left as just broken people, we will have no hope; just like the
disciples on the road to Emmaus. Our
sorrows in life cause us to be blind to Jesus who is always before us, even in
the fellowship as we gather together in worship. The day is long. The resurrection appearances of Jesus are
told in such a way that we are given the impression that it is one very long,
stretched out day, like a day that lasts forever.
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